I just finished packing my room for the spring cleaning. I miss her, badly. My heart longs for her to be with me. Wanting her to be happy. Doing everything together, like we used to. I thought I could make her happy by buying the things she wants. But it backfired. I really wish to continue this relationship with her.

I've never felt so much for a girl before. She leaving me is like the end of the world for me. I had no mood to do anything at all. All I want is just her. "Two weeks," she said, "then we'll see how things go.". It's already very painful for the past two days. And now two weeks? Sigh. I'll endure. Hopefully after two weeks, it will be a good outcome for both of us.

I know I had caused you to lose your faith and trust in me. But now all I can say is I'm sorry, I want and need another chance to prove to you that it will never be wrong for us. All now is just a test for both of us. I want us to last forever, filling up hundreds and millions of scrap-book of our lives. With this, I end my post. -forlorn